May Days

St. Vincent Mercy Hospital, Toledo, Ohio
This year keeps chugging along and we here on earth are…aw hell I don’t know what we are doing. Lol. I have probably about 6 unfinished posts that I want to share. I didn’t know how to piece them together to get about 3 finished ones to share with you all. So I decided that I will do mini posts over the next few days to get this information out. Why not? Who said a blog post has to be 700+ words? Well somebody did but I’m just going to do what I want to do, as usual.


Everyone will have their day of reckoning. I believe in this strongly. I have had plenty of them in regards to my “bad” behavior. And since I don’t know how to behave I just had another one recently. I am the type of person who does not provide closure at the end of a relationship/friendship. When I am done with you, I’m done. I will just stop answering my phone or replying to any text messages. Yes, I know that this is not proper behavior but I never said I was proper. Or normal. Well I came into contact with someone that I behaved badly towards, on my job no less. Can we say awkward? It gets better. He was hired to do some work at my job. The only saving grace is I am on layoff. Maybe he will be done by the time I come back. Fingers crossed🤞🏽. Do you end a relationship properly or are you like me? I know I am not the only one. Hell they created a term for it, ghosting. Lol. And for the people who think that I would not be cool with that happening to me, I have been ghosted. I am fine with it. As I have said before I am not everyone’s cup of coffee, tea or whatever they drink.


My life manages to be boring and eventful all at the same time. I was involved in a car accident two Sundays ago going to do absolutely nothing. I had been in the house for more than 24 hours and I was getting restless which is normal for me. I was just going to sit on somebody’s water and just get some fresh air. Well I never made it. I am okay but my car is not. It is fixable so at this point I am just waiting to get it back.


Of course we are still in the middle or the beginning of a pandemic. We don’t rightly know what is to happen the next weeks, months or years. Cities are starting to open up some non-essential businesses and people are reporting back to work. It’s serious moments of uncertainty. Will the number of Coronavirus cases increase? And if so, what are the next steps? This seems never ending. I mean who thought that life would turn out like this? There is some good coming out of all this. I just applied and was granted a free 3 month scholarship to Code Academy. Code Academy is a website that teaches people how to code for different programs such as Javascript, Python, CSS, HTML and more. This is available for 100,000 displaced/furloughed workers. If you know anyone who can benefit from this offer, please pass this information along. They would have to go to codeacademy.com and create a profile to apply for this scholarship. I know next to nothing about coding but I can learn. And thanks to this opportunity, I will. Maybe I’ll create an app 🤔.


Looking back at this, I may reach 700+ words. Lol. But it doesn’t matter if I did or didn’t. I posted and that is what really matters. I don’t know how everyone is dealing with this pandemic but I hope that you are safe. I hope that your basic human needs are being met. And I hope that you have found a sense of peace in all this uncertainty. Well I am off of work so if you need to talk, I am here. Continue to be well and whole. Love you all.